Old Friends Current mood: happy
So I found an old friend.I have found a few, but Im excited about this one.We new eachother since kidnergarden.We were very close like brother and sister.Two peas in a pod.Never dated or messed around dont think it was ever a thought.Never crossed our minds!!!!But man we had fun. We met in fortmyers beach.Seemed to always live in the same neighbor hoods.But when we ended up movin any distence away we always still got together and hung out. Sometimes we would get in trouble together by stupid things, but im glad we did cuz we can laugh about it now. At the time it sucked!!!. I gotta lot of memories and they are funny.So we havent talked in 20 years.But he still sounds the same!!!! Its neat how even though we get older we still dont change very much. Its gonna be fun findin out what we have acomplished in our lives in the last 20 years. I know hes gotta a good woman and a baby on the way!!!Im so happy for him.I hope we can keep in touch and talk about our families throughout the years.cuz life is to short.just look how fast the last 20 years flew by.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
RECAP
those of you who are interested in my blogs I have takin all my blogs from my space and posted them here incase you havent been able to read them.I hope you enjoy them because i love doin them.
I LOVE LIFE
Monday, July 21, 2008
I LOVE LIFE Current mood: happy
ITS AWSOME TO WAKE UP EVERYMORNIN AND KNOW YOU HAVE A NEW DAY AHEAD OF YOU.WEATHER YOU HAD A BAD ONE THE DAY BEFOR TODAY WILL BE A GOOD ONE.OR YOU HAVE A BAD ONE TODAY.TOMORROW WILL PROBABLY BE GOOD ONE.ALL IN ALL ITS GREAT TO WAKE UP EVERY DAY.SO IF YOUR FEELIN BAD TODAY THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW.LIFE REALLY IS GREAT
I LOVE LIFE Current mood: happy
ITS AWSOME TO WAKE UP EVERYMORNIN AND KNOW YOU HAVE A NEW DAY AHEAD OF YOU.WEATHER YOU HAD A BAD ONE THE DAY BEFOR TODAY WILL BE A GOOD ONE.OR YOU HAVE A BAD ONE TODAY.TOMORROW WILL PROBABLY BE GOOD ONE.ALL IN ALL ITS GREAT TO WAKE UP EVERY DAY.SO IF YOUR FEELIN BAD TODAY THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW.LIFE REALLY IS GREAT
TIME FLIES
Thursday, July 31, 2008
TIME FLIES
today is damiens b-day.just one more year and ill be a mom to 2 teenagers.god how time flies.where does it go.as they get older,i get sad in away,cuz they are my babys and growin up so fast.it seems when i blink my eyes there one step away from leavin the nest.in reality i know there always gonna be my babies.but in a few years i wont beable to watch there every move and protect them every second.life still is great it just goes by to damb fast
TIME FLIES
today is damiens b-day.just one more year and ill be a mom to 2 teenagers.god how time flies.where does it go.as they get older,i get sad in away,cuz they are my babys and growin up so fast.it seems when i blink my eyes there one step away from leavin the nest.in reality i know there always gonna be my babies.but in a few years i wont beable to watch there every move and protect them every second.life still is great it just goes by to damb fast
AMAZING THINGS
Monday, August 11, 2008
amazing things
You know I never could understand how some one could love some one elses childern so much.Till the day my sweet baby terd CHRISTOPHER RAE GROSSER was born,to my baby brother Richard and his awsome soon to be wife and my friend Ashley.All I can say is how much of a gift they together have brought to me.When i look at his sweet face I get goosebumps all over and think of how bleesd I am to be part of his life.And if Im sad all I have to do is think of his awsome personality.And I think of how life realy is Amazing.It puts a smile on my face from ear to ear.I may sound like an obsessed wierdo,but its all good.Im just an extreamly PROUD AUNT!!!!!Message to Christopher....You completley fill my life of nothing but Amazing things.and thoughts of you.to Richard and Ashley.Yall are great THANK YOU for such an amazing nephew.I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!
amazing things
You know I never could understand how some one could love some one elses childern so much.Till the day my sweet baby terd CHRISTOPHER RAE GROSSER was born,to my baby brother Richard and his awsome soon to be wife and my friend Ashley.All I can say is how much of a gift they together have brought to me.When i look at his sweet face I get goosebumps all over and think of how bleesd I am to be part of his life.And if Im sad all I have to do is think of his awsome personality.And I think of how life realy is Amazing.It puts a smile on my face from ear to ear.I may sound like an obsessed wierdo,but its all good.Im just an extreamly PROUD AUNT!!!!!Message to Christopher....You completley fill my life of nothing but Amazing things.and thoughts of you.to Richard and Ashley.Yall are great THANK YOU for such an amazing nephew.I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!
REGRETS
Monday, August 25, 2008
REGRETS Current mood: satisfied
Some times we do things we shouldnt.Even though at the time we think its o.k .Sometimes its really not.Here is the question.If at the time we think its o.k. then why should we regret it.There is a reason for every thing we do.Maybe its that were just bein selfish when we do the thing we regret.So we really in away dont have the right to feel regret.Unless thats the man upstares way of punishing us.No matter what we all do things at one time or another.To feel that regret.Sometimes more then others.If at the time we regret something we did or caused. Do we have the right to beg for forgivness.Or should we be made to forever remember and continulesly be reminded of the stupid choice we made at the time.for the rest of our life.I think nomatter what the issue was or is.It would be so much easier if every one could just forgive and forget,and move on.But unfourtinatly its not that way.So I recon there is no answer to that question.Im a believer in forgive and forget and move on.Even Im not perfect.Im 35 years old.You think by now I would have figured out how not to screw up to cause regret in my life but I still do things stupid and feel REGRET.Life is not easy.Just remember every one of us messes up.Even really BIG sometimes.But it dosent mean were bad people we just make bad judgments at times
REGRETS Current mood: satisfied
Some times we do things we shouldnt.Even though at the time we think its o.k .Sometimes its really not.Here is the question.If at the time we think its o.k. then why should we regret it.There is a reason for every thing we do.Maybe its that were just bein selfish when we do the thing we regret.So we really in away dont have the right to feel regret.Unless thats the man upstares way of punishing us.No matter what we all do things at one time or another.To feel that regret.Sometimes more then others.If at the time we regret something we did or caused. Do we have the right to beg for forgivness.Or should we be made to forever remember and continulesly be reminded of the stupid choice we made at the time.for the rest of our life.I think nomatter what the issue was or is.It would be so much easier if every one could just forgive and forget,and move on.But unfourtinatly its not that way.So I recon there is no answer to that question.Im a believer in forgive and forget and move on.Even Im not perfect.Im 35 years old.You think by now I would have figured out how not to screw up to cause regret in my life but I still do things stupid and feel REGRET.Life is not easy.Just remember every one of us messes up.Even really BIG sometimes.But it dosent mean were bad people we just make bad judgments at times
OMG I HATE HIS SCHOOL
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
OMG.I HATE HIS SCHOOL
Those of you who have read my (LISTEN TO ME ) blog,knows what is goin on with my son and his school. Here is my latest update...The school has filed a 504 behavior intervention plan for them selves.It states word for word,to increase Damiens accountability for testin and reporting to the nurses office.(TARGET BEHAVIOR)Damien will report to the nurses office 5 min befor lunch every day.(DESCRIPTION of REWORD for DESIRABLE BEHAVIOR)Damien will eat lunch as sceduled in the cafiteria with friends.(DESCRIPTION of CONSEQUENCE for UNDESIRABLE BEHAVIOR)If damien fails to report he will eat lunch in student servises for monitoring.He will loose the privalage of eating with friends........Now I agree if this was a constant problem with him not goin to the clinic BEFOR lunch,he should pay a consinquence.but ther is times when his sugar is low,and he dosent need his insulin,so he wouldnt report to the clinic.But they want to LOG his sugars every day on ther PAPERWORK.go figure.We have desided to buy Damien a watch with an alarm on it.So he can go 5 min befor lunch.Maybe then the school will be happy.But by all means I am not done and I will fight the system.I have contacten the papers,jdrf,and Mandy Conell.Wink news.The founder of jdrf has a meeting with senitor Connie Mack,and is bringing Damiens story.The school will have a CONSEQUENCE to pay for what they did.Oh Yah ..Me and the news press has contacted the schoolboard and have not gottin a returned phone call.
OMG.I HATE HIS SCHOOL
Those of you who have read my (LISTEN TO ME ) blog,knows what is goin on with my son and his school. Here is my latest update...The school has filed a 504 behavior intervention plan for them selves.It states word for word,to increase Damiens accountability for testin and reporting to the nurses office.(TARGET BEHAVIOR)Damien will report to the nurses office 5 min befor lunch every day.(DESCRIPTION of REWORD for DESIRABLE BEHAVIOR)Damien will eat lunch as sceduled in the cafiteria with friends.(DESCRIPTION of CONSEQUENCE for UNDESIRABLE BEHAVIOR)If damien fails to report he will eat lunch in student servises for monitoring.He will loose the privalage of eating with friends........Now I agree if this was a constant problem with him not goin to the clinic BEFOR lunch,he should pay a consinquence.but ther is times when his sugar is low,and he dosent need his insulin,so he wouldnt report to the clinic.But they want to LOG his sugars every day on ther PAPERWORK.go figure.We have desided to buy Damien a watch with an alarm on it.So he can go 5 min befor lunch.Maybe then the school will be happy.But by all means I am not done and I will fight the system.I have contacten the papers,jdrf,and Mandy Conell.Wink news.The founder of jdrf has a meeting with senitor Connie Mack,and is bringing Damiens story.The school will have a CONSEQUENCE to pay for what they did.Oh Yah ..Me and the news press has contacted the schoolboard and have not gottin a returned phone call.
LISTEN TO ME
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Listen to me
What right does the Law have to determin who you listen to first????A parent should always be herd first.But were not.NOBODY knows your child like you or themselves.Let me tell you my story.Yesterday my son after having a 1 and a half hour meeting with the school,was sent to the emergincy room for absalutly no reason.he is a type 1 diebetic,and he chose to do something stupid.he had 2 slurpies and 2 orange jucies for lunch.causin his sugar to read HI on his meeter.he is suposed to go to the clinic befor lunch to take his insulin.but bein the 12 year old boy he is, he forgot to go.so he whent right after lunch.but because the PAPER WORK from the docter,said befor lunch they refused to give him his insulin.Here it really gets good,they called his dad.and said,he had a HI sugar,you have 15 minutes to get here or were callin 911.he said we were in ft,myers and wed be there within the hour.And to give him some of his insulin.There responce was we cant do that we dont have orders on the PAPERWORK.So i called them emediatly and said DO NOT call 911,they said we had no choice theyr on the way.I said all he needs is his insulin Im on my way DONOT let him go anywhere.i then got to the school,whent inside and said where is my son,they said he was transported to the hospital,witch was NOT nessery.Once again all he needed was his insulin.So because of the LAW the school nurse felt the need to pertect herself.By callin 911 and causin a bunch of issues that never needed to become issues.The problem is schools need a plan writtin in stone on PAPER.on how to treat a diebetic.There is no such thing ,every diebetic is different,but yet we as the parents have no say in his desease.Parents should be listened to first,The PAPERWORK is and should only be guidlines.So by them dion this,his blood sugar stayed HI for 6 hours in stead of 1 or 2 hours,imbarresd him in school cuz they took him out on a streatcher,and it will cost me at least 5,000 dollars.He was not in danger he is not in ketoneasitoses,he had a fast sugar that could have been takin care of right there in the clinic,with HIS insulin in there refridgearater.What right does the LAW have to say PAPERWORK comes befor parents.Those of you who has a diabetic child,knows they are still children,who do things they shouldnt.a child is a child.this desease wont change that.But NOBODY KNOWS YOUR CHILD BETTER THEN YOU.Not even the doctors who right up the GUIDLINES on the PAPERWORK
Listen to me
What right does the Law have to determin who you listen to first????A parent should always be herd first.But were not.NOBODY knows your child like you or themselves.Let me tell you my story.Yesterday my son after having a 1 and a half hour meeting with the school,was sent to the emergincy room for absalutly no reason.he is a type 1 diebetic,and he chose to do something stupid.he had 2 slurpies and 2 orange jucies for lunch.causin his sugar to read HI on his meeter.he is suposed to go to the clinic befor lunch to take his insulin.but bein the 12 year old boy he is, he forgot to go.so he whent right after lunch.but because the PAPER WORK from the docter,said befor lunch they refused to give him his insulin.Here it really gets good,they called his dad.and said,he had a HI sugar,you have 15 minutes to get here or were callin 911.he said we were in ft,myers and wed be there within the hour.And to give him some of his insulin.There responce was we cant do that we dont have orders on the PAPERWORK.So i called them emediatly and said DO NOT call 911,they said we had no choice theyr on the way.I said all he needs is his insulin Im on my way DONOT let him go anywhere.i then got to the school,whent inside and said where is my son,they said he was transported to the hospital,witch was NOT nessery.Once again all he needed was his insulin.So because of the LAW the school nurse felt the need to pertect herself.By callin 911 and causin a bunch of issues that never needed to become issues.The problem is schools need a plan writtin in stone on PAPER.on how to treat a diebetic.There is no such thing ,every diebetic is different,but yet we as the parents have no say in his desease.Parents should be listened to first,The PAPERWORK is and should only be guidlines.So by them dion this,his blood sugar stayed HI for 6 hours in stead of 1 or 2 hours,imbarresd him in school cuz they took him out on a streatcher,and it will cost me at least 5,000 dollars.He was not in danger he is not in ketoneasitoses,he had a fast sugar that could have been takin care of right there in the clinic,with HIS insulin in there refridgearater.What right does the LAW have to say PAPERWORK comes befor parents.Those of you who has a diabetic child,knows they are still children,who do things they shouldnt.a child is a child.this desease wont change that.But NOBODY KNOWS YOUR CHILD BETTER THEN YOU.Not even the doctors who right up the GUIDLINES on the PAPERWORK
people only see what they want
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
people only see what they want at the time
You know what bothers me the most about the humen race....you can know someone forever or work somewhere for ever.nomatter where your at or what your doin,somebody is gonna judge you on how they feel.every one who knows me knows I DONT LIE!!!!! I say it how it is,and if I did somethin stupid Ill tell you.Im a growin adult, I am who I am. For instence...at work where ive been employed for 10 years have been gettin in trouble at work for every thing. I just think it sucks how someone above you can treat you like a child. I know my job and I do it well.So Ive made a few mistakes, who dosent...Were all human. I created a sinerial, not on perpose,but the way it looks, looks pretty bad.But it isnt the way it seems.You would think after 10 yers on my job.They would believe me. If I said how it happend, then thats the truth. There should be no question. How ever I did learn an impotent lesson,and Ill pass it on to you...NEVER WRIGHT SOMETHING DOWN FOR SOMEONE ELSE. Because if sombody dosent like what it says then your to blame nomatter what. Even if it wasnt your idea. Im so sick and tired of people treatin other people like there nothing. I could understand if your askin a person who lies all the time. But when you ask a person who never lies and always admitts there mistakes.That should account for something. But for some reason,you have some people that think there right on the dission there makin.And unfourtionatly they can be so WRONG. But once youve been judged there is nothin you can do about it. Except shake your head and walk away. And move on. And on a funny note. Its kinda amusin how a 36 year old women,still gets punished like a child,at work.AINT THAT FUNNY!!!!!But as I always say..."IT IS WHAT IT IS"Just live every day the best that you can.
people only see what they want at the time
You know what bothers me the most about the humen race....you can know someone forever or work somewhere for ever.nomatter where your at or what your doin,somebody is gonna judge you on how they feel.every one who knows me knows I DONT LIE!!!!! I say it how it is,and if I did somethin stupid Ill tell you.Im a growin adult, I am who I am. For instence...at work where ive been employed for 10 years have been gettin in trouble at work for every thing. I just think it sucks how someone above you can treat you like a child. I know my job and I do it well.So Ive made a few mistakes, who dosent...Were all human. I created a sinerial, not on perpose,but the way it looks, looks pretty bad.But it isnt the way it seems.You would think after 10 yers on my job.They would believe me. If I said how it happend, then thats the truth. There should be no question. How ever I did learn an impotent lesson,and Ill pass it on to you...NEVER WRIGHT SOMETHING DOWN FOR SOMEONE ELSE. Because if sombody dosent like what it says then your to blame nomatter what. Even if it wasnt your idea. Im so sick and tired of people treatin other people like there nothing. I could understand if your askin a person who lies all the time. But when you ask a person who never lies and always admitts there mistakes.That should account for something. But for some reason,you have some people that think there right on the dission there makin.And unfourtionatly they can be so WRONG. But once youve been judged there is nothin you can do about it. Except shake your head and walk away. And move on. And on a funny note. Its kinda amusin how a 36 year old women,still gets punished like a child,at work.AINT THAT FUNNY!!!!!But as I always say..."IT IS WHAT IT IS"Just live every day the best that you can.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
SWEET 16
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sweet 16
Tomorrow my baby girl will be 16 years old. Where did the time go? I know shes still gonna be the same tomorrow,but there is something about the age 16.Its like shes not a littel girl anymore, but yet not an adult.I know its time to let her make decisions on things,and maybe even date."a little".I believe in my heart she will make mistakes as we all do,but she will learn from them and make good decisions,in the future.She is an amazing girl"yung lady"and Im so proud to be her mama.This year she will start driving,probably go on a couple of dates, and who knows she may end up meeting her 1st love.And get one of the most heart breaks of her life.You know the one we all thought the world was gonna end over.But shell grow from it.I amagin this year Ill have to be there alot to help her pick up the pieces from disapointments through out her sweet 16 year.For some reason it seems alot happens in your 16th year.But she knows mama will always be there for her. Here is a message for her....Tinky, the day you were born was both the scariest and happiest day of my life. Scariest because I knew it was gonna hurt and I couldnt figure out how to make you stop coming,and make the pregnency go away. And the happiest because,I knew you were mine.The second I layed eyes on you I cried and looked at your daddy and said we did this.You were and are my world.I could never emagine my life with out you in it.You are absalutely my best friend.I know I can be myself in front of you nomatter how stupid,retarted,or crazy im being.I love how you are not afraid to be you,how you know what you want,and what you dont want.You have an amazing out look on life.I love how you know what you want for your future and your goin for it.I know there is gonna be a few bumps in the road,for you but Ill be there to help you get back on the path you want to be on.Destani you can count on me for anything! MAMA WILL ALWAYS BE HERE!!!!! I LOVE YOU
Sweet 16
Tomorrow my baby girl will be 16 years old. Where did the time go? I know shes still gonna be the same tomorrow,but there is something about the age 16.Its like shes not a littel girl anymore, but yet not an adult.I know its time to let her make decisions on things,and maybe even date."a little".I believe in my heart she will make mistakes as we all do,but she will learn from them and make good decisions,in the future.She is an amazing girl"yung lady"and Im so proud to be her mama.This year she will start driving,probably go on a couple of dates, and who knows she may end up meeting her 1st love.And get one of the most heart breaks of her life.You know the one we all thought the world was gonna end over.But shell grow from it.I amagin this year Ill have to be there alot to help her pick up the pieces from disapointments through out her sweet 16 year.For some reason it seems alot happens in your 16th year.But she knows mama will always be there for her. Here is a message for her....Tinky, the day you were born was both the scariest and happiest day of my life. Scariest because I knew it was gonna hurt and I couldnt figure out how to make you stop coming,and make the pregnency go away. And the happiest because,I knew you were mine.The second I layed eyes on you I cried and looked at your daddy and said we did this.You were and are my world.I could never emagine my life with out you in it.You are absalutely my best friend.I know I can be myself in front of you nomatter how stupid,retarted,or crazy im being.I love how you are not afraid to be you,how you know what you want,and what you dont want.You have an amazing out look on life.I love how you know what you want for your future and your goin for it.I know there is gonna be a few bumps in the road,for you but Ill be there to help you get back on the path you want to be on.Destani you can count on me for anything! MAMA WILL ALWAYS BE HERE!!!!! I LOVE YOU
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