Thursday, April 30, 2009

SWEET 16

Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sweet 16
Tomorrow my baby girl will be 16 years old. Where did the time go? I know shes still gonna be the same tomorrow,but there is something about the age 16.Its like shes not a littel girl anymore, but yet not an adult.I know its time to let her make decisions on things,and maybe even date."a little".I believe in my heart she will make mistakes as we all do,but she will learn from them and make good decisions,in the future.She is an amazing girl"yung lady"and Im so proud to be her mama.This year she will start driving,probably go on a couple of dates, and who knows she may end up meeting her 1st love.And get one of the most heart breaks of her life.You know the one we all thought the world was gonna end over.But shell grow from it.I amagin this year Ill have to be there alot to help her pick up the pieces from disapointments through out her sweet 16 year.For some reason it seems alot happens in your 16th year.But she knows mama will always be there for her. Here is a message for her....Tinky, the day you were born was both the scariest and happiest day of my life. Scariest because I knew it was gonna hurt and I couldnt figure out how to make you stop coming,and make the pregnency go away. And the happiest because,I knew you were mine.The second I layed eyes on you I cried and looked at your daddy and said we did this.You were and are my world.I could never emagine my life with out you in it.You are absalutely my best friend.I know I can be myself in front of you nomatter how stupid,retarted,or crazy im being.I love how you are not afraid to be you,how you know what you want,and what you dont want.You have an amazing out look on life.I love how you know what you want for your future and your goin for it.I know there is gonna be a few bumps in the road,for you but Ill be there to help you get back on the path you want to be on.Destani you can count on me for anything! MAMA WILL ALWAYS BE HERE!!!!! I LOVE YOU